Life lately.....

So.... Today would be day 5 at my temp position with Wells Fargo, although I did call in sick because I'm not feeling well. Some days it just sucks to be a girl.... The job is going well and there will probably be an opportunity for me to be hired on full time at the end of my temping, although I'm not sure that's something I'm really wanting to do. If I can't find anything closer to home in the meantime, then I guess I'll be taking it. Maybe down the road I'll be able to transfer closer to home, who knows. I'll be starting my training this week to get me acclamated to all the new things I'll be doing. I'm a bit nervous, but hopefully I'll catch on quick. I guess the main thing is that I feel like I'm totally doing something that I don't want to do, but I don't have much choice at the moment.... Bills are stacking up like crazy and I don't have any idea of when I'll be getting my money from my jerk ex-boss. I called today and he had absolutely no care in the world that he hasn't payed me, nor has no idea of when he'll have a check for me. I got pretty rude with him, but not nearly enough.... I wanna just scream because I feel so fucked and he doesn't even care. I can't pay my bills, the electricity's already been shut off once and we owe 2000 to just the electric company and I can't pay it, so I just keep calling asking them to put it off for a bit longer but I don't know how long they'll keep doing that..... I just feel really overwhelmed and stressed..... I don't know how much more I can take. I feel like I can't breath. I just want things to go back to normal and not have to worry about how I'm going to pay the next bill.

K, sorry, got off on a tangent there.... I'm just ready for things to get better.... I haven't been able to get on the computer much with all of my working and commuting, so I'm going through withdrawls of SJ and MySpace... Plus I'm not having much time to do things that I want to do, let alone keep on top of the house. Life's just been crazy..... :o(