identity crisis

so i was at work, and someone asked my last name.... i hesitated. because it's not really my name anymore. it belongs to someone else. but yet i still continue to go by it and be identified by it, but that's no longer the person i am.... that was me many moons ago.....

when my divorce is final, i won't be going back to my maiden name because i have no ties to my father or his side of the family. it's not a name that i choose to take on and be identified by....

and soon after my divorce, i hope to be taking on a new name.... a name that i'd be proud to carry and represent...... i can't wait to become mrs. john fappiano. :D i can't wait to carry the right name...